A Quick Apology to my Loyal Readers

This is another short post to send you all an apology to all my readers for not posting these last weeks. I will start again. To be honest, I have been going through some tough times myself and trying to make sense of my feelings and wondering what the next steps should be.

My feelings are unclear and my issues surrounding the assault are still preventing me from really connecting with anyone on more than a superficial level. I would like to go further, but for the moment, intimacy on any level is not going to happen. Maybe my standoffishness is why I get hit on all the time… No idea.

Anyhow, that's one reason why I haven't written recently. The other is that I didn't think anyone was reading this. I'm not all that good at SEO and this exercise has also been for me to get my head straight.

OK. I will start writing again. I do have stuff to tell you, I guess. Some of it is embarrassing, so I'll need to get the courage to tell you. Other stuff is what you would expect.

If you have found these posts helpful, just post a quick comment. Even something as trivial as “I'm here” would show me that someone is out there listening.

See you in the next post.